April 2010
if it wasn’t for my friends, my high school career would have sucked. i think back to every year, and in almost every class, i was lucky enough to have someone i talked to and that i liked enough to talk to. freshman year in my  geography class? or government class? or something… i had ashley who i was basically still semi-friends with. we would take rebekah’s things and hide...
Apr 30th
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Apr 16th
tonight
was good and bad. moreover good because i got to talk to you, and it somewhat seemed like a closed book, but a new chapter. sadly bad, because i guess i finally realized reality, and i noticed hypocritical things that i’ve done. distance is my worst enemy, and so are my trust issues. mostly distance. i wish the world was flat like the old days, then i could travel just by folding a map.
Apr 10th
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Apr 9th
herro
pnnywse: i am beyond stoked for tomorrow. beyond. stoked. gahd i know. glad you’re excited for my birthday as well! hahahhaahha.
Apr 9th
Apr 8th
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it is impossible to get anything accomplished, research paper wise or more specifically senior thesis wise, at my school. let me google this, oh wait nevermind it’s going to be blocked by people who know nothing about the topic. i would laugh if i was being watched right now. if you’re going to block something for ‘lifestyles’, please don’t be hypocritical. just a...
Apr 7th
apparently
my tumblr turned a year old today thats kind of weird, because now i guess that i actually blog on it, and i used to just use it for poems. i don’t even know when i posted my first blog, but i know after that i didn’t use tumblr because it was dumb for like… 2 months or so… i’m still not in love with it.
Apr 6th
baaaah
i dont really know if i’ve ever hated someone so much that i don’t know ANYTHING about. except maybe phylicia, but i know some stuff about her… i really don’t see this as jealousy or something dumb like that, because honestly, i’m not a jealous person at all; i stick to what i want and what i like and if you have something i want, then that’s cool, idgaf. i...
Apr 6th
4/4/10
this is the first time i’ve had a good conversation in a long while. i kind of forgot what it was like, only not really. but yeah i did. nice to meet you, kind sir.
Apr 5th
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